There are moments that I wish I had faith ( Read more... )

SkierDT (12:04:21 AM): fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, mother mother fuck, mother mother fuck, mother fuck mother fuck noich noich noich ( Read more... )

So I'm not particularly religious. I think I'm spiritual, in a sense, but it's in my own way and on my own terms. Every so often, though, all the talk about God that occurs on campus and in classes gets me thinking. Sometimes I have to play the role of a believer to do this thinking. One such time is what leads me to this thought ( Read more... )

Bless ya, Ken Casey. As short as your response was, it's exactly what I needed.

Hopefully it's what my uncle needs to.

I have a lot of work still to do, so I'm not going to write a lot.

Peace and good karma.

Ian, you have my heartfelt thanks for pointing me in the direction of Chuck, writer of the sexiest goddamn book I've read in some time. The fact that you're much bigger me indicates, to me, that you have failed me somewhat. You should have kicked my ass for putting off picking this stuff up for so long ( Read more... )

Today has made me feel satisfied. I went to Irish: learned nothing. I went to Bio: I learned nothing. Tending to my essay rewrite for Writing Seminar required time. FWS itself: learned lots. Advisory session: learned bomb-diggity amounts ( Read more... )

I'm becoming more and more convinced that whatever it is that happens to me, that sends me into a state of panic and alarm and despair, is often triggered by the coming of night. When darkness closes in around me, my fears manifest themselves just a few feet beyond my sight, lurking in the pools of deeper dark that surround the scattered lights ( Read more... )

I give up. I've been trying to write this entry and my computer keeps ruining it. Maybe I'll just give it another shot later.

This can't be healthy.

"There’s a strange thing that happens to me sometimes. It can, occasionally, manifest itself when I travel by car or by plane, but these occurrences are few and far between. No, for the most part, this strange instance of enhanced sensory perception occurs only when I travel on the T. The feeling itself is nigh ineffable, but the cause is not. I ( Read more... )