Comments | clearillusions: To satisfy your soul

clearillusions

To satisfy your soul

Oct 26, 2005 14:33

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thecornerthrift October 26 2005, 19:38:40 UTC

I feel empty. Like a half swallowed bottle of pills, left to rot on the window.

great simile!

clearillusions October 26 2005, 19:39:53 UTC

merci

stuck_on_go October 26 2005, 19:40:46 UTC

mine are gone too
and sometimes it's so bad it's hard to breathe.

clearillusions October 26 2005, 19:42:41 UTC

I tore apart my room, I knew I didn't have any left, but part of my brain was so sure that maybe I had hidden more, MAYBE MAYBE MAYBE...I fucking need more. Theres not a drop to drink, a pill to swallow, im left to rock back and forth and talk myself down.

maniacalvanity October 26 2005, 23:23:52 UTC

Oh how I can relate...I've been through it myself. I don't believe you'll find the answer as you look at your insides. Cutting only brings you closer to death.

clearillusions October 26 2005, 23:42:06 UTC

no, but sometimes its the only thing that lets you know you're alive

maniacalvanity October 29 2005, 15:41:16 UTC

I can understand that too. :o( I hope you'll be ok though.