wow I really feel like I've wasted a year of my life. I feel so unaccomplished. A whole year of college and i've only managed to pass somewhere around 7 or 8 out of 10 classes. what the fuck?!? I keep coming up with fucking excuses for myself like "oh when/if i get into berklee then i'll start trying because i'll care about what i'm doing" well ( Read more... )

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my throat is killing me! I havn't been this sick since..well for like 6 months. ugh I flipping hate this. oh a happier note I had a really good time at 6 flags with Ash, Emre, and James. The lines were pretty much non existant and i guess the 7 hours of soaking wet pretty much pouring rain was worth it.. I went on just as many roller coasters as ( Read more... )

yup its settled. we're taking Em-REH to 6 flags this sunday! I'm SO excited! I havn't been in like 2 years! shit ( Read more... )

its 6 am and the day is young. Lets lay and watch the rising sun. fall up from the ground into the sky until its sitting in the clouds. Above the trees above my head above the earth spinning round. Who needs to sleep we have the day. To make of it what we may. What we may dream, tonight we’ll see. When the sun falls to the trees. from the trees ( Read more... )

today was another good day. actually come to think of it this week was pretty great. Monday was marathon and work..tuesday was school and work wed no work just school ( Read more... )

I apologize I've been neglecting my faithful LJ duties ( Read more... )

ash came to pick me up from work and the snow hurt so bad it stung my forhead ( Read more... )

Take the first sentence of every month from your journal, and put it all together so you get an idea of what 2004 was like for you ( Read more... )

so last night I worked then had plans to hang out at the boys house. so I get a call from karen (the RD) and she's calling to make sure that ash checked with me to have a guest (tim) stay over. of course its fine and yipee because she doesnt have to sneak him in now! so they come to visit me at work. then i worked..then they came back and ( Read more... )