Last weekend, there was an issue. This Friday, I dealt with it easily. And I won! But by the end of the night, I'm sucked quite nearly right back in (but with better mindset). I tested the waters. Not exactly at the right time or with the right person, but I still got his attention. He called me out on it and "it kind of hurt" when I did it. Part ( Read more... )

I don't necessarily believe in the horoscope thing but it's a fun activity we mess around with at work during lunch. Friday's horoscope wasn't so spot on. The whole idea of a relationship making an erotic turn didn't quite pan out. Had a lovers quarrel with Boy A. Thwarted off advances & disappointed Boy B. But thankfully did not see sights of Boy ( Read more... )

Without any commentary, here was last week's horoscope:

The stars allow you a lot of scope for turbulent, erotic week. However, whether you are going to meet Mr. or Mrs. Right is a completely different story. Love and sexual pleasure don’t always go hand in hand. This is known since time immemorial and holds true for the Capricorn this week. You’ll ( Read more... )

I'm so torn! Torn between people. Torn between ideals. Torn between what I want, what I know deep down I want and what I know I should do. Ah! I slightly love it. But I also fear the repercussions! I mean, we are talking like it could be bad. But at the same time, I'm still me. I still have the same values, right? Ah! One of the major values was ( Read more... )

I love my family. Since my mom's death, I've been considerably closer to my dad's side rather than my mom's. My aunt is one that has been instrumental in my life in the past few years. After the bar scene Friday night, I was a little worried I would be seriously hung over for the drive down...our 3 hour drive down. Instead, I was surprisingly fine ( Read more... )

"Good morning, Angels" (via Speakerphone)

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The bar scene-- it's a liberating experience! While also paired with a few scary or uneasy moments, it has an undescribable atmosphere. And maybe this bar has more character than the others I've been to. Like seeking revenge on an ex, I was unstoppable. The freedom! The excitement! The fun!
As we've come to piece more of Friday together, we realize ( Read more... )

Since I'm not really planning on posting much in the next couple of weeks...

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        I love how supportive my family is in terms of my writing. My whole family has that artistic appreciation, devotion and desire. I have a few stories of my mom’s from when she was younger. I can’t bear to read them just yet. But I have them. My dad has always been there to help us with projects and throughout the past handfuls of years, he ( Read more... )

I understand, we all have to vent. But there is a line sometimes. And unfortunately, for some friends, they are reaching their breaking point. Mutual friends are coming to me, contatnly tired of being accussed, belittled or distrusted by others. We all are being pushed away. We are not considered worthy and being phased out one-by-one. I think I ( Read more... )