public for a reason.
I miss two people more than life itself. Hopefully they realize it.
I kick myself every day for what I did. No matter what was said between us, I can't look back at anything that happened between us and be angry. You were my mentor. You're still a part of some of my favorite memories, but there are so many places I can't go without getting sad and thinking about you. Red's, Granny's...even when I listen to certain music. I'd give anything to have those long conversations where I could tell you anything again. You were like my older brother, and there will always be a void where you once were. I read your journal, and I just want to be there for you. I want to help you, like you always helped me. I just want to see you smile. There are 361.49 miles between us now. If you asked me to drive down right at this very second, I'd do it.
Now for you. I honestly don't want to miss you, since I don't know who the hell you are anymore. I do get sad when I walk by Abercrombie, thats for sure. I miss our conversations like crazy. Maybe someday we'll see eachother, and say hi, but things will never ever be the same. Maybe thats for the best. I often wonder what made us friends in the first place, seeing that we always have had very little in common. Maybe thats why we got along so well. Who knows. I just want our friendship back. thats all.
and now, a conversation with the one and only andrea kazilionis, to brighten things up.
ToasterGirrl: HEY.
ToasterGirrl: you want to do me a favor?
x A Rebel Yell: yes?
ToasterGirrl: SEND ME THE MP3 TO LIVIN' ON A PRAYER! :-D
x A Rebel Yell: thats what i was hoping you would say
x A Rebel Yell: this will probably take a while, since i'm on dial up
ToasterGirrl: ah okay, well if it's a pain in the ass i can get it later
ToasterGirrl: i dun wanna be like, "I NEED BON JOVI NOW"
x A Rebel Yell: hahaha no, its fine
ToasterGirrl: cause...it's not like...an addiction...or anything silly...like that....he.
x A Rebel Yell: hahahahhaa
x A Rebel Yell: dude my friends think i'm obsessed with bon jovi
ToasterGirrl: you ar.e
x A Rebel Yell: but both of us know. bon jovi obsessions are dumb
ToasterGirrl: it's the truth, sucker!
ToasterGirrl: ...yes.
x A Rebel Yell: its way cooler to be obsesed with like....ratt.
ToasterGirrl: *cough*.
x A Rebel Yell: i hate you.
x A Rebel Yell: if I'm obsessed with Bon Jovi, then you're close to the stalking level with KISS
ToasterGirrl: dude i gucking can't say anything, I'm obsessed with KISS
ToasterGirrl: ahhaaaa!!!
x A Rebel Yell: and i was SO not listening to Wanted: Dead Or Alive right before you IMed me
ToasterGirrl: HAHAHA
ToasterGirrl: we are fucking amazing
x A Rebel Yell: that, my friend, is an understatement if I have ever heard one.
ToasterGirrl: this is true!
ToasterGirrl: WE'RE BETTER THAN ANYONE EVER.
x A Rebel Yell: EVEN JESUS
x A Rebel Yell: WE'RE LIKE, CO-QUEENS OF THE AWESOME BRIGADE THAT RUNS THE UNIVERSE
ToasterGirrl: Do you know what this means?
x A Rebel Yell: no?
ToasterGirrl: We need to have a Deathmatch with Jesus.
x A Rebel Yell: in a cage made out of barbed wire!
ToasterGirrl: HAHA. Picture Jesus in a vinyl wrestling costume.
x A Rebel Yell: with armbands that have tassels hanging off them.
ToasterGirrl: Now, I wonder...would we be fighting Jesus with or without cross?
x A Rebel Yell: lets hope crossless, because that would hurt like a bitch to get smacked in the face with it
ToasterGirrl: This is true.
ToasterGirrl: I was walking down the street the other day and someone said, "I have to pee" and then someone replied, "I BET JESUS HAD TO PEE WHEN HE WAS HANGING FROM THE CROSS.".
ToasterGirrl: and I giggled and pictured him peeing his toga.
ToasterGirrl: which is why I'll burn in hell
x A Rebel Yell: but all the fun people will be down there
x A Rebel Yell: AND HE WAS IN A LOINCLOTH
x A Rebel Yell: NOT A TOGA
ToasterGirrl: WELL FUCK ME THEY'RE LIKE THE SAME THING, MS. ANCIENT HISTORY BUFF!
ToasterGirrl: PSHAW!!
and this song just started to play. How fitting.
I kick myself every day for what I did. No matter what was said between us, I can't look back at anything that happened between us and be angry. You were my mentor. You're still a part of some of my favorite memories, but there are so many places I can't go without getting sad and thinking about you. Red's, Granny's...even when I listen to certain music. I'd give anything to have those long conversations where I could tell you anything again. You were like my older brother, and there will always be a void where you once were. I read your journal, and I just want to be there for you. I want to help you, like you always helped me. I just want to see you smile. There are 361.49 miles between us now. If you asked me to drive down right at this very second, I'd do it.
Now for you. I honestly don't want to miss you, since I don't know who the hell you are anymore. I do get sad when I walk by Abercrombie, thats for sure. I miss our conversations like crazy. Maybe someday we'll see eachother, and say hi, but things will never ever be the same. Maybe thats for the best. I often wonder what made us friends in the first place, seeing that we always have had very little in common. Maybe thats why we got along so well. Who knows. I just want our friendship back. thats all.
and now, a conversation with the one and only andrea kazilionis, to brighten things up.
ToasterGirrl: HEY.
ToasterGirrl: you want to do me a favor?
x A Rebel Yell: yes?
ToasterGirrl: SEND ME THE MP3 TO LIVIN' ON A PRAYER! :-D
x A Rebel Yell: thats what i was hoping you would say
x A Rebel Yell: this will probably take a while, since i'm on dial up
ToasterGirrl: ah okay, well if it's a pain in the ass i can get it later
ToasterGirrl: i dun wanna be like, "I NEED BON JOVI NOW"
x A Rebel Yell: hahaha no, its fine
ToasterGirrl: cause...it's not like...an addiction...or anything silly...like that....he.
x A Rebel Yell: hahahahhaa
x A Rebel Yell: dude my friends think i'm obsessed with bon jovi
ToasterGirrl: you ar.e
x A Rebel Yell: but both of us know. bon jovi obsessions are dumb
ToasterGirrl: it's the truth, sucker!
ToasterGirrl: ...yes.
x A Rebel Yell: its way cooler to be obsesed with like....ratt.
ToasterGirrl: *cough*.
x A Rebel Yell: i hate you.
x A Rebel Yell: if I'm obsessed with Bon Jovi, then you're close to the stalking level with KISS
ToasterGirrl: dude i gucking can't say anything, I'm obsessed with KISS
ToasterGirrl: ahhaaaa!!!
x A Rebel Yell: and i was SO not listening to Wanted: Dead Or Alive right before you IMed me
ToasterGirrl: HAHAHA
ToasterGirrl: we are fucking amazing
x A Rebel Yell: that, my friend, is an understatement if I have ever heard one.
ToasterGirrl: this is true!
ToasterGirrl: WE'RE BETTER THAN ANYONE EVER.
x A Rebel Yell: EVEN JESUS
x A Rebel Yell: WE'RE LIKE, CO-QUEENS OF THE AWESOME BRIGADE THAT RUNS THE UNIVERSE
ToasterGirrl: Do you know what this means?
x A Rebel Yell: no?
ToasterGirrl: We need to have a Deathmatch with Jesus.
x A Rebel Yell: in a cage made out of barbed wire!
ToasterGirrl: HAHA. Picture Jesus in a vinyl wrestling costume.
x A Rebel Yell: with armbands that have tassels hanging off them.
ToasterGirrl: Now, I wonder...would we be fighting Jesus with or without cross?
x A Rebel Yell: lets hope crossless, because that would hurt like a bitch to get smacked in the face with it
ToasterGirrl: This is true.
ToasterGirrl: I was walking down the street the other day and someone said, "I have to pee" and then someone replied, "I BET JESUS HAD TO PEE WHEN HE WAS HANGING FROM THE CROSS.".
ToasterGirrl: and I giggled and pictured him peeing his toga.
ToasterGirrl: which is why I'll burn in hell
x A Rebel Yell: but all the fun people will be down there
x A Rebel Yell: AND HE WAS IN A LOINCLOTH
x A Rebel Yell: NOT A TOGA
ToasterGirrl: WELL FUCK ME THEY'RE LIKE THE SAME THING, MS. ANCIENT HISTORY BUFF!
ToasterGirrl: PSHAW!!
and this song just started to play. How fitting.