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[cleh]

i think that sometimes you just got make a fool of your self to climb back on and start all over again

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[britsarelikewoa]

Basically you have been telling yourself this for the last few months and un happy for that whole time. If you carry on thinking like this you are NEVER going to get over it... and honestly there is nothing to get over. Really. I spend 99% of my time with you and have never had anything remotly close to a bad time... you know why? Because you are fun, you are full of life and a joy to be around. You are just as much fun as you were 5 years ago/1 year ago/last week. You have not lost any of your spark you are just trying to put it out. It is not the life here that is was in america and basically it never can be. That is a different place with different people and it will never ever be the same anywhere. No matter which school you go to and which town you live it. You just have to stop thinking that we should be having some amazingly different life right now. We have what we have and honestly I think our lives are generally better than most. We can sit in everynight and have an amzing time. We do not need alcohol (albeit it is a nice

[cleh]

i know the pettyness of it all and i no i am personally dragging my self down and forceing myself to be the person i so do not wnat to be