tonight is a lovely night. no, it really is. dandelions are my favorite specimen in the world ( Read more... )

sometimes i don't feel loved

sometimes i do worry and that's apparently not okay. but you won't know what i'm talking about so why bother? because i know you'll care. and that's all that matters. but please stop getting mad at me. please. it kills me.

yay i'm 17

i just tried to take my pillowcases out of the dryer but they were wrapped up inside my sheets and i kept rolling the sheets around inside of the dryer trying to get a hold on my pillowcases but i couldn't and i was pretty much laughing hysterically while i was trying to get to them and i'm all alone except for my dog and my cat because my family ( Read more... )

bloodshot eyes

it feels like sunday

tonight i feel like screaming and crying and laying outside and listening to all of the angry emotional rebellious punk music that i used to love ( Read more... )

i guess there's a first time for everything. it kind of seems unbelievable until it finally happens. one of those "that could never happen to me" kind of things. or maybe just naivite. either way, it made me feel like shit. but i deserve it because i'm selfish. it's weird to be rejected from a place you've always run to for safety. what's left? ( Read more... )

That large, unfamiliar hand ( Read more... )

sometimes i forget about you. but then i see something that reminds me, like tie dyed shirts or surf wax or velcro shoes. and i remember how much you meant to me. you were my world. you were my support and i loved you. but that means nothing now and i can't understand why ( Read more... )