Comments | clevman: I'm updating this mutha!

clevman

I'm updating this mutha!

Apr 08, 2006 20:45

Alright, been like four months since I've used this thing, except to talk to Lin sometimes, but I guess I didn't have alot of use for it, cuz I didn't have alot to say. I guess for the most part for the past couple of months I've been happy. Maybe thats why. Well today I am not. I would even go so far as to say that I am having the most emo day ( Read more... )

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anonymous April 8 2006, 21:04:01 UTC

Whoever the girl is, I don't think she is the one to blame. Was this a random hook-up or did she like him for a long time? If she liked him for a long time then it is probably safe to say that they really care about each other and aren't together to make you feel bad in any way. That said, I can see how it would make you feel bad even if she was fair with you and let you know up front that she was not interested in being anything more than friends with you. That'a human nature, but I think you should talk to your best friend/concert buddy about it. Don't go at him all accusingly and make it seem as though you want him to pick between you and the girl because whenever things like that happen to me, I automatically decide that the person who makes me choose is the person who will lose regardless of my feelings toward them. Instead just tell him what you wrote in here. Tell him you miss his company and that you want to be invited to do things. Ask him to make some time for you if it is too awkward for you to be around the two of them. ( ( ... )

anonymous April 27 2006, 10:34:59 UTC

Im sure he makes people choose, hes like the most laid back person on earth! Im sure you did enough to make everyone hate you all on your own!

clevman April 28 2006, 17:17:07 UTC

Huh? Uh...who are you? And do you have a problem with me, or with Rachael? cuz, I really can't tell. And uh..you are saying I'm the most laid back person on earth, but...everyone hates me? I'm confused. Please elaborate, mysterio.

anonymous April 28 2006, 22:52:22 UTC

"My ex is friends with many of my friends and we don't get along so I get left out too. I don't want people to have to choose between us but he makes people choose because he is that hardcore about not liking me."

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anonymous April 8 2006, 21:11:27 UTC

P.S. I am a psychology student and you are not fucked up. Believe it or not mayny people feel just as lost and I have been one of them. Good shit happens right when you think you've hit the bottom, so don't give up.

clevman April 9 2006, 04:33:30 UTC

Well thanks, kind stranger. I appreciate all the comments, you really went out of your way for someone you don't know, there aren't many people like you in the world. So thanks again. Oh, and I do have one thing, and its video games, I think I mentioned the XBOX 360 up there. Its 735am right now and I'm just getting done playing and its time for bed, so yeah, that at least keeps me sane. How did you come across my journal anyways?

cradleofslaves April 9 2006, 09:03:12 UTC

I'm sorry that things didn't work out with you and this girl but me and john are totatlly there for you. I know that we haven't had a lot of time to come out and do things especially with my grandpa dying and all but it's nearly summer and we'll totatlly have more time then. I also agree that when you think everything is going completely fucking wrong you start to look at things in a different way and sometimes something really good comes out of it. I hope that is the case here and something really great comes along for you all of a sudden when you are least expecting it.

P.S. Damian and John have been doing ddr workouts so you should totally come over and play because you are really good too and they need some competition.