No problem, and, I m pretty impressed if you actually read through all of this. I think this was the longest journal entry I ve ever written, and thats really saying somethin for me, I m pretty long winded. I hope I get to see you on this birthday weekend of yours sometime, but I pretty much figure I wont see you until about October again since I saw you last saturday.
Wow, really? I did nt know that, well thats a bit reassuring. And hey, I appreciate you reading all this garbage when we dont talk all that much. You are a cool person Natalee. And yeah, I dont really know what most of my friends are thinking lately, it kinda sucks. But hey, at least we both got Lauren, and I know SHE LL never abandon anyone. But thanks for commenting, and maybe me you and paul and lauren could hang out sometime soon!
You manage to pick some shitty guy friends sometimes and even when you realize that they are shitty, you let them come back again to be your friends. i think that you need to start putting your foot down and when someone is an asshole to you and does something that you really don't deserve as their friend, you can't just let them prance back into your life. I can list a few people who have done shit to you and then left and you've let them come back more than once. put your food down and stand up for yourself!
You are absolutely right as usual, you know for us not hanging out like, EVER, you ve always known me pretty damn well. I still remember that one time when we went to cow camp and I REALLY liked Rachel, and you could tell I was mad the next day cuz she was out with those dudes, but I was putting on a front to everyone else, and you saw right through it and said "so who pissed in your wheaties today, clev?". Classic. But yeah, I DO need to stand up for myself, I think I ve been doing that a LITTLE bit more since the beginning of this year, but I m still not very good at it. And some people just never get the hint anyways. I could grab them and shake them and say "I DONT WANT TO BE FRIENDS ANYMORE! GO THE MUTHERFUCK AWAY!" and they would still come over the next day acting like nothing was wrong. I was talking to Brian last night about people I dont like, and he said "dude, you dont like anyone" and thats pretty much true. I think the people I like would probably equal to a list of less than 20 people. Oh well. People suck.
i think i could probably count on one hand the people i like, but i don't get out much either. well, except to go to work and that doesn't really count. to me the mall does not count as getting out. anyways, perhaps i just listen to people on some kind of other level that doesn't involve words and that's how i know what's going on. or maybe i just don't pay attention at all and i guess at everything.
Hey, I never said you pale in comparison to Janelle. I said any other NEW girl I meet, is gonna pale in comparison to you both, friend wise. Hence why I want a girlfriend next, I already know the two girls that are arguably the coolest girls on the planet. And you know, I was thinking the same thing. She said one thing fairly private she may have not wanted people to see I think. She should comment again though then, I say!
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But I read it anyways.
You manage to pick some shitty guy friends sometimes and even when you realize that they are shitty, you let them come back again to be your friends. i think that you need to start putting your foot down and when someone is an asshole to you and does something that you really don't deserve as their friend, you can't just let them prance back into your life. I can list a few people who have done shit to you and then left and you've let them come back more than once. put your food down and stand up for yourself!
oh, and i have to pee.
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I don't pale in comparison to Janelle, i've been tanning for Brazil... my boobs are sunburnt... SUCK
I heart you A Lot. I'm glad you really realize that.
How come Nat's post is deleted!?
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