ok I lied..im still going to update in here alot. why am I so pathetic?

I really hate change...Im sure most do but its never very pleasant for me.

My friends really fuck alot of things up for me...

ive decided to stop writing in my journal...at least for a little while. it doesnt mean I won't read your guys'...its just im becoming so emotionally unpredictable..I prefer to keep my feelings all to myself. theyll still be a few little entries here and there...but nothing too in depth.

I think its really pathetic to hit a girl.....

Annie, you know you are one of my favorites...I'll definantly kick some sorry ass.

You don't mess with the Sanibel Outlet Crew

Stttraight up! ha

In contrast to my mood shifting.

I think I'm falling in love....

I honestly don't remember feel this cold...I'm so apathetic I want to shoot myself. I'm feeling so many different feelings at once, so I just pushed them all away. I really don't know what to do about any of them and I have entered a low ( Read more... )

I join the queue on your answerphone ( Read more... )

the crusifix is waring thin ( Read more... )

havent really updated an actualy .. 'update ' in some time. I've had this journal for about a year...thats longer than I've ever had a journal..amazing? maybe so ( Read more... )

How...Ironic ( Read more... )

I can tell myself 1000 times that I don't love her.

but I'm lieing.