a good, honest, decent boy is far too much to ask for. it's sad it took another boy looking me straight in the eyes and saying "i dont want a girlfriend, i just want to hookup" for me to realize that. i dont know whether its worse that i let them use me like they do ( Read more... )

boys are confusing.

i thought you'd change. i really honestly for some god damn reason thought that one day you would change and i would change and this fucked up thing that we call love could actually resemble a normal relationship. you know that i would do absolutely anything for you and maybe that was the thing that made this all fall apart. it definitely is, im ( Read more... )

so i wish i could tell all you about all the crazy shit that happened in destin but i either dont remember it, its too embarassing to tell, or it was so absolutely amazing there is so no way to describe it to you. i think all i can say is that reynolds is my new hero because he is always "wall-eyed coon-eyed drunk" and that birch and evan were both ( Read more... )

so i was talking to edward and he told me i suck at doing the boyfriend thing because i dont know what i want. so here it is the top 25 things i need ( Read more... )

i love ( Read more... )

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i never forgot you. i could never never forget you, but for some reason ive been remembering you a lot lately. i cant wait until you come back. i cant wait until you leave your girlfriend and tell me that you love me and that you always have. i cant wait until you hold my hand and kiss me like you never left me at all. i cant wait until im yours ( Read more... )

at some point i realized that there is no point in crying anymore.

i also realized tonight that there are just some people you will always miss.

so i was just talking to my friend josh about tounge piercings and i told him the most beautiful boy ive ever seen had a lip and tounge piercing. im pretty sure emily is the only one who will know who im talking about but hes like...hot! haha anyway i started describing him to josh and realised that i could talk about him for hours and not get ( Read more... )