Thank God

Mar 19, 2006 14:17

I was thinking about what it would be like if my mom were to die...and I know everyone in my family has too. It's an awful feeling and an awful thought but it's nearly impossible not to ponder. I wondered if I would be mad at God. I wondered if I would lose faith in him. It hit me, just as my mother would scold me, "What makes you so special? God ( Read more... )

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inadequate March 19 2006, 22:29:38 UTC
I hate this so much right now. I can't possibly imagine how you're feeling but I just want to beat someone up for all this happening.

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clickmehard March 20 2006, 06:19:11 UTC
I hate it too. I just want my mommy back.

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prepaid March 20 2006, 21:50:46 UTC
wow. i haven't read too many of your past journal entries, but i am so sorry. I like to believe that God hurts certain people like this because he knows they can handle it. You sound very strong, i can't even imagine what you're going through. i hope you have a lot of support to help you get thru this and you always have your fellow friends on live journal.

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clickmehard March 21 2006, 06:20:52 UTC
Thank you. I'm not quite sure what God is up to but I am anxious to learn the lesson and get my mother healthy once again.

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