I lead one heck of a sad life

Paul

Attempting to go to college in chicago is looking better by the day

Wow, just know thinking about posting...well I started feeling really crappy...brought back some memories that I don't want to forget but they are difficult to bear. Even more difficult that I only have a few people to talk to it about...well...difficult...I really hate what I do to myself...I allowed myself to love someone...well, I guess that's ( Read more... )

Now I have the time to post...well, I should be studying for physics but oh well..that's what study hall is for I've kinda been glad that I've been so busy lately...it's made me not think about...well, I suppose I can say it now...Sam lately...however, in that regard I've been trying to test myself to see how much I really do like her and if my ( Read more... )

that sam jaeger is something ( Read more... )

Now I know why God didn't let me tell the girl

it all becomes clear and I understand her better

and I think she knows how I feel...however that is not much more than speculation

still contemplating what to do

it's gonna be a long week

Paul

A true friend will read all this stuff ( Read more... )

Your Birthdate: May 4

Being born on the 4th day of the month should help make you a better manager and organizer ( Read more... )

So talking to Jared last night was cool...though he kept me up late and then my mom woke me up early...don't know what I'm gonna do tomorrow on my day off...I was bored enough today for my liking...don't feel like doing lots of SAT/PSAT practice...

I don't know what I'm gonna do with my life in the next week much less the next few months...I guess ( Read more... )

Wow, I SWEAR that this was the first quiz that came up...but it's totally public so here goes...I tried to be as brutally honest as possible...

1. Go here.
2. Pass it on.
( my answers )

So in the past week or so lots has happened in my life...I've done pretty well in school in the last week or so...My grandmother has taken a turn for the worst...have to see how that turns out...I've been more upbeat for a prolonged period of time than I've been in a while...also I talked to my friend Jared and realized how much I miss the old days ( Read more... )