pete moved here today, and is now officially living in california. in case you havent met him, this kid is the fucking bomb, and trouble will henceforth ensue.

shitty. called my landlord to get my door fixed, which i am sure is going to cost me an assload of money, and drama ensued. basically, he came by to check out what had happened, and then again when the guy was fixing it, and both times, dustin (one of the homeless kids im keeping off of the street) was there and i wasnt. this time, dustin was ( Read more... )

i hate waiting. i am going to need to sleep at some point in the future, but i can't stop thinking about it. i hope this whole thing works out.

met a girl. severe trouble. smart, funny, good conversations, great laugh, great eyes, great smile, unbelievably beautiful, dancer, strong, good climber, smells good, big on riding motorcycles and dune buggies, is in to me too, and has a three-and-a-half year boyfriend, who stands there pissed as i hit on her while he is right there (tonight his ( Read more... )

it's funny how when faced with tough decisions, we so often just go with whatever's easiest. hey, everyone else is doing it, so why not. how could i be wrong if other people are doing the same thing? that is clearly the best course of action - if you ever make a decision to fuck over someone that you care about, stick with it. otherwise, you might ( Read more... )

just got some messages from my ex girlfriend, from before and on new years eve. i was supposed to call her on new years, and i missed a couple calls from her earlier this week, and i just listened to my messages from the past couple weeks earlier today. the thing is, is that i dont ever answer my phone, and i only check my messages every once in a ( Read more... )

my job is the shit. so last night, kodee talked me into going to casino morongo, where, outside of about ten minutes, i came out up around ten dollars, which would have been pretty sweet. unfortunately, during those ten minutes, i decided to bet big, and lost consecutive hands of 100, 50, 75, and doubled-down loss of $90 with an eleven against a ( Read more... )

well, i've been meaning to update this thing for a while, so here it is. basically, my life has been a good kind of controlled insanity for the past week or so, and it feels good. i've also decided to get good at climbing, which was a big thing for me, because i've basically been making excuses as to why there is no way that i could get to national ( Read more... )

erin, i am so sorry. call me if you want, or don't, but just remember that your people are here for you, and it is times like these that friends count the most, and whether you want to talk about something serious, or be distracted by inane stories of my retarded adventures, well, i got all day.
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Life is good, and if this tuberculosis doesnt kill me, it will only get better. it's cool how sometimes when you're happy, it spreads like the plague to the people around you. except instead of dying, they smile. which i guess isnt like the plague at all, or if it is, it's probably reminiscient of some pussy canadian plague that gave everyone limp ( Read more... )