Here I sit in my own frame

[clippershipcapn]

i just looked up at my wall in front of my desk and realized how utterly depressing all these pictures and old flyers are. living in the past has always been something rather intimidating and eerie for me, for various reasons. i suppose it combines my own insecurities with the simple creepiness of knowing ill never have that time back, as well as

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[poisonthestars]

Hey Brian, i'm sure this will be me 4 years down the road; so i hope that i live it up until then. But just think about it bud, hopefully you're doing grad. school, teaching/TAing for a course, at least you have a more firm foot down in the direction than most people you're age. You've done alot to get yourself there, keep your head up and make all the hard work pay off. While i haven't known you all that long, i think in a short period of time i've gotten to know you pretty well, and you're a genuine person, so you already have alot going well in your direction. Best of luck man, and if you ever need anything, i'm always around.

Josh.

[october28]

you got the EP? amazing isnt it. they just sent me a bunch. i would have asked you but it appears you already have it.

[kgm]

remember in the good ol days when you didn't have to worry about this?

oh....

don't think of it as living in the past as celebrating your accomplishments since that's what it is if it's in a positive light. use the good times in the past as inspiration to have more in the future.

[poisonthestars]

agreed bro. i couldn't have put it better. i think i read the entry a different way.

[clippershipcapn]

thanks guys <3

[ssb_kyle]

...and just wait until you are 28 and you realize that college was 10 years ago and that 10 years ago you saw some hot shows, met some slick people, and now all those bands are broken up and all those people moved away.