This appeals to me tonight, for some reason.

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[anonymous]

I can't tell if what I'm feeling is beautiful, or if it's merely delusional. On top of that, I'm not sure I care either way. Does that make me crazy? If it does, shouldn't I care?

I feel like I've been open enough that other people might already know understand what I'm going through (and how serious/severe it is), but on the other hand I seriously doubt they understand how deeply it's hitting me and how bizarre my behavior has been. I would like to know what they think, but that would mean I'd have to explain myself fully, and I'm afraid that if I did everyone would think I was nuts.

[anonymous]

Sometimes I regret everything that's happened in my relationships. I've lost friends I never thought I'd be separated from. I've lost touch with people I thought would be constants in my life. Sometimes, that makes me immensely sad. Other times, I just wonder if it was just meant to happen that way.

And sometimes, I just can't bring myself to care.

[anonymous]

I slept for almost 14 hours last night. I feel disgusting.

[anonymous]

Sometimes all I want to do is sit and drink, even though I hate the feeling of being drunk. I just want to get buzzed enough that it doesn't matter what I say or what I do, because everyone would write it off anyway. I wish that this feeling would go away - or that it could somehow leave me able to explain it so I wouldn't have to write it off as being tired anymore.

[anonymous]

My boyfriend is on probation, he lives 6 hours away from me and I only get to visit him for a week once a month. The court date was supposed to be in two days but now it's put off until after Christmas. They've been putting off the court dates since last September. I quit my job in July so I would have more time to see him, now I'm flat broke. All of this stress is killing me.