and trystins party was fun. a good way to end off spring break for me.

just a bunch of good and not so good friends joining together to have a wonderful time.

alan


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an update on my breathing...before it was just one side that hurt and now its both. it sucks. it probably will at work tonight too since i have to do sweep and mop. o well ill tough it out.


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and i just know its really hard for me to breath right now. i feel like im gonna collapse. ya other than that im going to la tomorrow. i wish a certain person would go with me but she wont so thats poop. o well.

nobody cares anyway.

i hope everyone has a good spring break. i would say tell me if you want to do something but nobody fucking says anything anyway.

and even with all my friends there. as much as they are there.

i feel so out of it.
out of the loop and insignificant.

everyones doing there own thing and for now im alone.

this is the new shirt from manifest clothing.

if you want to buy one then just tell me if you see me or im me at onoudidntgf or message me on this

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and for some reason i dont have anyone in my life that im in a relationship with (which i usually need) and im smiling. im happy. thanks for everyone that has been there for me and put up with my crap.

i wish everyone well and you are all amazing. every single one of you(yes even the people i hate).

:warmfuzzy:

♥ alan

last night was fun. it was awkward but fun. just being at jerrys is awkward in the 1st place since i havent been there in 6 months or so and seeing alot of people i havent seen in along time and then just like not really talking to them. there all the people i used to hang out with alot. i dont know it was just awkward. circa survive was good even ( Read more... )

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and even though there wasnt much

i still had a really wonderful valentines day. thanks. you know who you are. and everyone else probably does too.

ps. goal-try not to cuss...so much...eventually...none...again.