damn i dont feel good. everyones leaving. i wish my cousin would come tomorrow instead of when i go to school. atleast i could hang out with her. and i would love it. i miss her very much now that i think of it. i cant wait to hang out with her. its been like 2 or 3 years. i dont want this week to start. its going to be hell in a fucking basket.
and for some reason i know if i was given another chance i could be the best ever. i have lost something that i will probably never have back. i know i could have done better. i know i could have done better and i want another chance to try. i will be honestly perfect.