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[close_the_door]

I came home and threw my jacket on the floor and tried not to think and failed and ran here so that I wouldn't go into the bathroom and thought I couldn't cry and cried anyhow (over another sadness) and now I feel cold and two degrees below numb and I'm worried that I may never sleep again and I didn't do what I was supposed to and I did do what I

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[forevervirgin]

I'm sending you big warm comfy mental hugs.
Promises are never easy to keep, especially if this is the one I'm thinking about.
I wish I had some wonderful words of advise, but I'm at a loss here, for once. I don't know exactly what's going on, so I can't really give good advise.
Just know I'm here if you need me. You don't have to go through this, or anything else, alone.
More mental hugs and some kisses too.

[close_the_door]

Thank you. You're always so good to me. I really appreciate how much you've been there for me.

[forevervirgin]

No problem. Give and take, right? You're always there for me too.

[angelicallusion]

HONEY--

I am sorry you are in so much pain.... If you need anything, if there is anything I can do just let me know. I am good for everything from all night crying sessions, to someone to get really wild with and push the edges of the envelope with.

I have not always been tame. I can remember the taste of wildness, wildness designed to push all of the pain from your mind..... If you need me I am always here.

Hugs,
a wild woman

[close_the_door]

I'd love to spend some time with you.

Let me know when and where I can.

[angelicallusion]

When are you available? I have to help a couple of people move. One this week and one later. My schedule is a bit unsettled, most things can be worked around. I can go up there or we could pick you up and bring you down here, your choice.

hugs

[close_the_door]

Let me know when is good for you and I'll work around that. This weekend I'm tied up, but other than that, let me know and I'll try to arrange something.