so my neck isn't wanting to work like a normal neck.... it hurts... i can't touch my ear to my shoulder or even try right now because it hurts... tuesday the 4th i head to the doc to see what they want to do... oh yeah it's another new doctor for me. it makes me want to cry it hurts so bad... i just started taking meds again because i was off ALL ( Read more... )

lots of things going on.... i'm tired now.... grrrr....

so i have to run to my dads and take care of some things and see if i need to do that photo shoot today.... but that's boring.... on to some fun stuff ( Read more... )

yep still blah.... and now on top of my blah is snow.....well i'm off to make me some breakfast and get my lunch ready. i don't want to work.

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so dad is getting worst so i have to put college on the back burner because well he means more to me then college. so i'm getting a new camera soon both 35mm and digital. i'm going to start taking more photos and see about getting things in line to pay for school when i can go. i have to finish the bathroom this week i've got ONE tile left to put ( Read more... )

so this weekend we started to get the bathroom redone. here's the thing the guy who's doing it is doing crap work. it's costing us TWICE what it was suppose to and i've had to run to city to get things for it and it's just sucked ass.... so he's down to just laying tile he's telling us. i look and go okay..... and as it dries i go in the look and ( Read more... )

i'm cold and bored.... i'm sitting here thinking of the new tattoos i want and where i want to get them. i'm getting ready to join a gym again because my work isnt ruling my life right now.... i get paid next week.... YA.... i have to get new gym shoes and bag... i dont know where my old one is ( Read more... )

you know it's going to be an odd day when you drive into work and see a cart pusher pissing on someones truck..... that's all i'm going to say...

so i've got cds full of stuff from my old computer. i started going thur it today i found some old pictures not of me. i've got two pictures of me from when i was younger. so this one picture is odd because it's a picture of my real father back in the 70's i think he was stoned in the picture if that helps any.... so here it is...


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