dashboard tonite. christ. it's like a chore to go now just because i have tickets and i'm so broke i don't think anythings worth me wasting my money. and i'm watching dawson's creek and this episode always makes me cry. last nite i sat at the diner with mel while we drank coffee and did our papers. i've never had a worse time on a school ( Read more... )

i keep missing my english class. i turned off my alarm. wtf. seirously i can not do bad in this class it's my favorite class and i keep missin it for STUPID reasons. but later today im going to chuck e cheese . i'm taking my old neighbors kids brendon and justin. you have to be a certian age to go in the ball pit, let me tell you somehow ima get ( Read more... )

friday was crazy. lauren mel and i smoked then me and mel went to jared's. we drank all nite long. it was jennel's 1-9 so we partied it up. saturday me mel and dan died easter eggs at jody's house. b/c i have to relive my childhood sike i just wanted to dye eggs and it was somthin to do. sunday was easter i almost burnt down the house tryin to ( Read more... )

oh new job what's up.

yup, got in an accident. it was my fault. fucked up my car. my insurance is gonna be out of control. got a ticket for careless driving. so thats two tickets in 4 days. whaaaaaaaaaat the fuck. atleast the lady was nice. i was hysterical i thought i killed somone. which sounds alot worse than it actually was. her van was pretty much fine. my car on ( Read more... )

fucking beautiful weekend. thursday me dan mel lauren & anferny went to see Amity play at the clinic. so we get there and were like what the fuck b/c it's in some basement but it turned out to be a really really kick ass show and the bands they played with were really good too. the guys from the band and steph they're merch girl are all nice as ( Read more... )

went on my second interview today. hopefully i get the job. i need a new job. i went to class tonite but i left early b/c i had to study hard core. i smoked a little with mel and dan then mel made me study. i know dan was completely bored outta his mind and i felt bad but mel really really really helped me learn this poem. so this is me reciteing ( Read more... )

yesterday mel and dan and i went to asbury to find a room to stay in for skate and surf. yeah we lost that game b/c there was nothing. and even the hotles that we found looked like somone crawled up and died in them. i mean i'll stay where i have to BUT not for the ammount of money they were askin for. that's rediculous to spend more balllies ( Read more... )

last nite me, mel, lauren, dan, josh and an-fer-ny (anthony) went to NYC i haven't been there since i was little. anyway so we took the train and drank on the way up there. then drank when we got there and walked arround. i swear to god brittney spears was in every limo we saw. mel and i went in a porn shop. we smoked on some front steps. then ( Read more... )

i had a productive day. i did a lot of things. i spent a lot of money. i wish i could make everything how i wanted it to be rite now. and if i could i don't know if i would give up what i have rite now, or if i'd go back and change things. and it's really weird if you think aobut it if you could change one single event in your life, you wouldn't ( Read more... )