just sending out a shoutout to hannah because she reads these...so hey hannah!

so i got a call from johnny my love at around noon yesterday asking me if i had anything going on. after i answered no he responded "good, you're going to watertown w/ me" so i get ready as fast as i can and we head off to watertown for numerous misc. things...head to revue rehersal 3:30-6ish ( Read more... )

so i'[m notorious for having crazy dreams. take for instance a week ago i had a dream my good friend rachel's house was haunted by slave ghosts...or how dick baker came to my house to swim, but never talked to me, just went to my pool came out, stole my bf's swimming trunks and ran out of the house. i had a dream once where trace adkins, the boys ( Read more... )

ok...i already gave the new york break down so here's the new orleans break down:
flights that look like you're going to land in the water, not land; from above lousinana looks like just land floating ontop of the water; hot/humid/sticky aaaaaaaall the time; visited jackie's MDS home base; met mike, who aparantly really wanted to meet me cause ( Read more... )

1) went to the fair and parade w/ rob, johnny, kenz, mo, elius and saw so many of my highschool friends. it was a purely happy time for me. I hadnt seen alot of these ppl since we graduated and it was great just catching up w/ everyone there!

2) i leave for new orleans tomorrow bright and early. we leave the shaw household at 5 AM to get to syracuse ( Read more... )

my mother just walked into my room to tell me that this weekend when we go down to new orleans that we're meeting up w/ jackie's ex marine boyfriend for the night. she knows that i do not care for this boy at all and dont even bother to pretend to like him because i'm finished w/ pretending to care about ppl. thus she scolded me on how to behave ( Read more... )

i washed my hands of him a year ago...we were done and that was that

now i'm soooooo in love w/ levi and all i keep thinking is that he's going to leave me, he's cheating on me, he doesnt love me like he should

and why is that? because a year ago someone screwed w/ my emotions...and now i keep replaying that. all my emotions know is that he's going ( Read more... )

i know i just updated 2 seconds ago...but here's my weekend in pictures:


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i feel like i'm in middle school again...i think about him all the time... i spend hours on the comp. waiting for him to come back from idle so we can talk...this  weekend he would engolf my hand while i was driving us from place to place and every single time he did my heart help a massive amount of butterflies...every kiss he delivered i just ( Read more... )

levi my love just left my house.
he came thurs. night around 9 PM...and we cuddled and watched the travel channel and kissed, sweet kisses.
leanne and bobby got to meet him when they came to the house around 1 AM...us 4 stayed talking until about 2 AM. it was nice seeing levi talk w/ them and all of us just laughing and having a good time.

friday levi ( Read more... )