well considering how yesterday wasnt that great of a day, today was actually really really good. the whole day i just felt like everything is going really well and that i'm doing everything right. I was just in a great mood all day. Just got off the phone with jamie. i could talk to that girl all day. the days are going faster and i cant wait til ( Read more... )

this afternoon i was in a really weird mood. I guess i've never realized how much i really do interact and play with my little brother. He's been gone all week and i actually miss him. I cant wait til he gets home. And i miss jamie of course. Little things remind me of her, but she'll be home in 5 days and we are gonna hang out as soon as she gets ( Read more... )

k well i'm taking the rest of the week off from work because my entire back is messed up now from compensating for the lower part. but i made my mom make a list of chores for me to do so i'm not bored and brooke is coming over to hang out with me and i'm actually really really excited. I havent hung out with her in a long time and its always good ( Read more... )

so i've decided that i'm for sure not going to be an ironworker anymore. absolutely 100 % no way. I talked to my friend tim tonight about fireman stuff and i'm going to go for it. i've had my reality check and i'm completely committed to it. I talked to the parentals about it and they said that they will support me finacially in any way that i need ( Read more... )

oh yeah, and i made my mom cry cause i'm an asshole and cant control my frustration.

ok, so today has been a long day, really long. i'm considering making a major career move and instead of being an ironworker i might go to school. i dont want to wake up tomorrow and be 40 years old and hate my job and feel like shit and have no other option then being an ironworker. its just a lot to think about cause the money is really good with ( Read more... )

k so i went to the doctor today and i have some kind of back muscle strain and he blamed it on work which sucks cause of some insurance bullshit. so i'm not going to work today. but i do get to pick jamie up at school and we are gonna hang out all day today so i'm pretty stoked about that. Its kinda nice having a day off from school and work. even ( Read more... )

last night was perfect :)

ok, so tonight jamie and celebrating her birthday (which was yesterday). i have a big night planned. I'm picking her up in my dads new truck that he let me borrow. Then we are driving to Coronado to eat at "The Boat House" restaurant across the street from the Hotel Del Coronado. I'm wearing a tie and everything. then we are having a bonfire on the ( Read more... )

last night i went to the miss teen alpine pageant because jamie was in it. she didnt win, but i've never been so proud of being her boyfriend. she introduced me to all her relatives and her friends parents as "matt, my boyfriend". which was awesome. felt great. i even got to spend a lot of time with her mom and dad and i feel like i made a really ( Read more... )