has it really been that long?

honestly, i am so boring. nothing has been goin on. like, nothing. just been with my babe and working and thats it.

i will maybe write more later..heh. im just supra sleepy!

xoox

so...my bday is tomorrow. can we please just skip to christmas so i dont have to go through this day? its gonna be shitty...yet again. thursday will be ok cuz i get to see chris, but its just gonna be another thursday. my bdays are never special to anyone. i dont wanna see my family, but i have to. i wanna go eat thai food tomorrow, but i dont ( Read more... )

i need out. badly. im scared of what im going to have to do to get out. living at home isnt an option anymore :( I CANT TAKE ANYMORE *le sigh ( Read more... )

tomorrow is 22 months. and i couldnt be happier with him. *love sigh ( Read more... )

im totally in love. i really am. i just think about him for a split second and i smile. to me, he is perfection. totally. he makes me laugh. he makes me cry. he makes me happy. he makes me mad. but hes everything to me. simply and plainly my world. mmmm and wearing his shirt makes me giddy :D ( Read more... )

+your three best qualities = nurturing, loving, funny ( Read more... )

So...Def Leppard was on Sunday. Tea Party opened. I liked the tea party better :x haha im so lame. but....it was a cool show. too bad i was feeling pukey, and had already thrown up once that day. heh. but yeah. was fun anyways ( Read more... )

i dont know why im such a chicken. why cant i voice my concerns? *le sigh* im just scared i guess ( Read more... )

i worry way too much

i need to stop :(

szeretlek<3333333333

so...its been a while...again. been busy with work and chris and life. just havent felt the need to be on here really. i come on....read things....leave. i just...i dunno. i am so much happier now. i feel busier even though nothing has really changed. maybe im growing up. moving on with my life. focusing on other things. i feel guilty for not ( Read more... )