hm i have a really bad feeling. a feeling that the one person i trust with my life isnt being true. im prolly just being stupid....but i cant shake this feeling. *le sigh* is talking to me really that horrible? am i not worth the effort? bleah ( Read more... )

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hmm not too much to update. came home from work at 1:30 cuz of a wicked headache, and i really wanted to lay down, but my mum reminded me that the landlord had to come in to look at the furnace. piss me off. no nap for me. i did however spend 3 hours on a puzzle...and i have given up haha. stupid castle ( Read more... )

******chris...check your email ( Read more... )

Life without you is like a broken pencil ( Read more... )

i really hate when chris is sick ( Read more... )

i wish i was a cat. cats get love and kisses no matter what ( Read more... )

I hate the fact that he is in so much pain and i cant help it. the only thing i can do is be there for him. and i am...fully <3 sometimes the feelings i have for him amaze me. i never thought feeling this way about someone was possible. *love sigh ( Read more... )

so..i love him more than should be legal. ha am i a total retard or what? i am so crazy about him. i cannot wait until the day we..bring our lives closer together. heh. whos a sap? I AM I AM! i just hope that ring on his finger means something *le sigh ( Read more... )

why do i bother crying? it doesnt help anything ( Read more... )