Wednesday, July 20th, 2005:

I think I'm having relapses. I cried today. Its been so long, why now? I don't miss him... so why do I cry?

I think I just miss the memories...
I just can't believe I actually cried. Wow... How I forgot that feeling and sensation....

I feel weak...They were good memories... I really need to stop reading old journal ( Read more... )

So quick update....

Summer has been a fucking blast!

Yesterday... I went and hung out with Sam. Since I had finished reading What Dreams May Come, we HAD to see the movie. We made a stop to "Flavio's".... and had decent food... and went quarter happy with all the junk dispensers and got matching ghetto necklaces... We rented the movie... headed ( Read more... )

I just woke up.... and for some reason... I had the urge to run to the bathroom ( Read more... )

Nothing but infomercials, I Love Lucy, and Jesus shows at 4am on a Monday morning.

I swear... I thought it was Sunday morning. I fee like I've lost a day all of the sudden

:-0

Yeah.... I JUST got home....

Now I have to get ready for work.

Ask me later.

-alex0-

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Why would you come back to AZ? STAY! STAY!

AH!

-alex-

So Ryan bails on me tonight ( Read more... )

God, you piss me off!

So ok... I haven't checked my phone for hours... I just came into my room, I have a ton of texts, and 3 missed calls from an unknown number. I was on call tomorrow for work. Could it of possibly been them? *gasp ( Read more... )

So here I am... At work.... With absolutely nothing to do. I actually finished my 'summer entry' that I've been meaning to write for the longest time... IT WAS SO LONG... Its backdated, so if you really cared to read it, you have to go dig for it. And now that I have nothing to do, I thought I'd just get an update out of the way ( Read more... )