FUCK. i've never been more confused. never in my life. i have to make such a fucking huge decision. in three weeks. not just about what college i'm going to, but about if i'm GOING to college. Suddenly I apparently have three offers in Chicago and I'll most likely be spending the summer there. Elite, ford, and BMG...so i'm not sure who i'm going to ( Read more... )

a bllllllllahhhhhhhhh ( Read more... )

i never thought health class would ever teach me something. i was filling out the "self-evaluation" quiz and i realized how rediculous it all is. there are different categories...like, physical health, emotional health, nutritional, safety, social, intellectual, spiritual, etc. the list goes on and on. after i added up my scores and recieved an ( Read more... )

the party itself was so much fun. i don't know why i got home and felt so horribly depressed. it was just things people said to me that night...got me thinking.

as quickly as life improves, it can go the other way just as fast i guess.

happy new year.

i didn't even make any new years resolutions...any suggestions?

"i don't want to hold you, and feel so helpless..."

i had a very good weekend. very good. i love forensics tournaments and the good lunch. i love my life in general. i am excited for break. christmas is coming....

is it possible to die of happiness?

if so, i should be concerned.

hmmmmmmmmmm ( Read more... )

JOSEPH..ohhh man. i can't talk about it. it got better and better as it went on. i don't want to loose friendships i made, i don't want to stop hanging out with people. i miss the brothers and the wives already...i just kept thinking "this is the last time we get to go...ahhhhhhhhhhh ahhhhhhhh with those harmonies...this is the last wss dance... ( Read more... )

AHHHHH ( Read more... )

this entire day, i have felt like i need to cry. during the ACT this morning (oh god...the science portion...) when i was writing my essay, the prompt was amazing actually, it was about theatre, and i was writing about the theatre program at groves and forensics and such, and i honestly felt like i was going to cry. i didn't thankfully, but aside ( Read more... )

so, i like someone.

and i'm happy about it...surprising, seeing as how he doesn't like me.

but you know what, i like having crushes on people. its exciting seeing them in the hallway, it brightens your day. i don't know.

i'm so happy.