do you ever just get sick of being angry? like, you could be madder at something or someone than you have ever been at anything or anyone in your entire life, and be sure you will never get over it...and then, after awhile, it just goes away. not like you were consciously trying to forget it or something, but...you just stop caring so much about it ( Read more... )

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yay, i'm in a sorority now. initiation was sunday. it was cool. i still have to work on a present for my big sister, but i got all the stuff for it. i just have to put it all together ( Read more... )

What? it's past Easter? oh well. happy monday.

found something cool:Brownie Points for LJ! it's pretty interesting ( Read more... )

Happy St. Patrick's Day, everyone ( Read more... )

I have more or less decided to go see the school counselors, especially since one of my friends says there is an actual psychologist/psychiatrist at the school if the counselors decide you need it...makes me feel a little bit better and not just like i'm seeing some one-time crisis counselors or something...i have no patience for those, i've been ( Read more... )

Ok. First, update from before, when i was talking about me being too violent and maybe having bipolar disorder...I don't think that's it. I want to go find a psychologist or someone to check out my theory and see what to do about it either way, but i really don't think that that's my problem. for one thing, my cycles are FAR too rapid. in typical ( Read more... )

i just want to say i'm not feeling good about a lot lately. i can't put my finger on what's wrong, but things have been really crazy. i've thought several times in the past week or so that i wanted to kill myself, and it keeps being little things in my way that stop me from doing it. i don't think i'll actually do it, but it's hard and the thought ( Read more... )

Ok. In case I haven't written about it before, 'cause i can't remember if i have or not, humanities has been giving me trouble all semester. I can study for hours, every day for a week before a test, and still only get a C. I can know EVERYTHING i could think of that he could possibly ask us about every picture in the chapter...and he'd find ( Read more... )

My boyfriend's playing a stupid video game and I'm feeling depressed. I am also extremely hungry. And now I am starting to get tired.

My day sucked. I slept through humanities, the one class I ABSOLUTELY CAN NOT afford to skip. I just hope I'm not failing. I went to talk to the professor, who either wasn't in his office or wasn't answering the ( Read more... )