Today I had a jam-packed schedule planned. I had a lot of cleaning to do, and studying, and I had to make sure everything is ready for my parents to come visit on Thursday, and then a friend was supposed to come over here to watch Donnie Darko(Best movie EVER, by the way). None of those things happened. But here's what did happen ( Read more... )

i was late to my counseling class, and that wasn't so bad, but halfway through it I started feeling extremely depressed, it's just like i was back in high school, the feelings are exactly the same. i don't know what i want to do, but i know i want to do something, and what comes to mind is my old solution from high school:loud music and cutting. I' ( Read more... )

Well, I guess he got me on the writing kick again, so here's a poem i wrote. i wrote two last night that i haven't put up yet, i might do that soon. anyways, enjoy ( Read more... )

I got tired all of a sudden, just about a minute ago. I wasn't at all tired before that, at least as far as I can remember. but now i am. wierd. but oh well ( Read more... )

right now i'm talking to a friend from back home. he was my best friend for the last year or so before i graduated, and he made more of an impact on me than anyone else ever has. he saw through me and knew who i was, which no one had ever done before. he knew what i was thinking before even i'd completely worked it out. i was in love with him for ( Read more... )

Close. It's gonna be close. It's 5:09 AM here, and the standings are currently
Bush:254
Kerry:252I have been watching this site pretty much constantly since about 8PM last night, and this is the closest it has been. So there is hope, still. Ohio is undecided. There's some sort of issue with the ballots that they've got to figure out. And I think ( Read more... )

I'm having a bad day. And mean people suck ( Read more... )

Am I a horrible person? I've been thinking this a lot lately, I can't get it out of my head. I just want to collapse and cut my arms and lie there and bleed and not have to get up and face life ( Read more... )

Grr. I'm so mad at myself for missing the first PRIDE meeting. And I haven't gotten any emails from them...i wonder why ( Read more... )

Wow. I'm up late, and I'm a bit bored. Currently filling out an application for a community, it seems pretty cool. If you want to join, or at least check it out, it's beauty_rejectedBoyfriend's having a crisis, I'll be up all night, and have 3 classes tomorrow, but it's worse for him, since he also has work. My poor darling ( Read more... )