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I seriously just want to give up, be selfish, and just let it fucking all end.
wow i'm SO "emo" right?
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yunno, i don't even want friends anymore? they're too hard to manage. well... for retards anyways ( Read more... ) -
oh yunno.
These past few months have been severely fucked up. had some sort of summer fling with a friend of mine, which didn't last too long... mostly because, yunno, everyone has better things to do than to socialize with me... i'm seriously feeling some neglect, and all i ever want is company, conversation, and to make people happy, to help them out ( Read more... ) -
since no one reads my silly rants anyways...
Alright, this entry is actually, basically only because i'm feeling ranty and blood-boiling-ish and if something crosses me the wrong way, whether it be justified or not, i'm going to blab on about it. Because in all actuality, no one reads this shit, so i'm basically free to go on as i please ( Read more... ) -
Nothing, and everything changes.
I figured it out, and there's nothing to figure out. Over analysing, trying to dig deeper to the route cause, useful, but not a significant way to healing ( Read more... ) -
remembering dreams
I awoke suddenly beside a building in the older part of the city. Brick buildings, all from before the 1900s, crowded the sidewalks down Queen Street. Vines climbed the walls leading up to the flat gravel rooftops, and pidgeons waddled down the sidewalk as if taking an afternoon stroll. It was late, street lights were on, and the hustle and bustle ( Read more... ) -
Me now.
Yea it's me again. and i'm going to be writing about.. well you guessed it, me. I'm selfish, but i love it ( Read more... ) -
Not the Doctor
I'm starting to butt heads with three people. Me, Myself, and Bharghava. My psychiatrist... we're not overly seeing eye to eye with a lot of things relating to my state of mind and my treatment. I keep trying to analyse myself and give him my findings instead of my symptoms. I'm starting to doubt medicine, even psychiatrics. But then again, i get ( Read more... ) -
whoo mama
Wow, it's been eons since i've written in here. no one uses these things anymore. i think it was a "fad" and a way to start drama at one time. i think i like it now. no one comments about stupid bullshit ( Read more... ) -
sick of THIS shit
i'm so fucking sick of people saying that the best juggalette is a beautiful girl with perfect boobs who supports juggalos. that is NOT what it's about and i;m fucking sick of these fairweather female fans trying to portray themselves as something they're not just to get the attention of a juggalo ( Read more... )