It's 5:30am right now, I've been awake since 4:30am and tossing in bed repeatedly until I finally climbed out to switch on my computer. I'm amazingly tired, mondays have become so exhausting these days since the start of work & fam followed by juris back to back, yet I can't sleep. Need to fix this but I don't know what it is that I have to fix or ( Read more... )

For some strange reason I cannot phantom, I just feel like finding someone to talk to tonight. 
This is the cue for me to return back to my Google essay and continue hammering words. 

幸福没有那麼容易 才会特别让人著迷

I never knew carol ann duffy is the present poet laureate! And to be honest I didn't even know what a poet laureate is until they dug out Ted Hughes' poem about Sylvia Plath's suicide last week and apparently Ted Hughes was the then poet laureate. Shall not talk about that poem now because I've seen a short snippet of it and it's dark and ( Read more... )

Judging by the large number of people at the opening night of eat pray love which I caught with tx, I concluded there are seriously many people out there who are in need of inspiration of some sort. Thanks tx for spending today with me, for listening to me and always giving me strength despite your immense workload ( Read more... )

Bad timing. Today is the start of my mid term break, I'm feeling terrible from my whole week of wanting-to-puke, I just want to stay home and lie there and rest but the painters are at work. I want to go to my aunt's place to hide from the painting works for 4 days but my aunt broke her ankle. To top things off, my brother woke up with a high fever ( Read more... )

爱得太真 太容易 让自己牺牲
太容易让自己沉沦
太容易 不顾一切 满是伤痕

我太笨 明知道你是错的人
明知道这不是缘分
但是我还奋不顾身
但我相信有点可能

可能 在爱里面这样算笨
可能 永远没有所谓永恒
但是我 不愿放弃这里面一点点可能
宁愿笨也不想要悔恨

Just discovered this song, its so nice!
Maybe I'm not super ambitious or whatever, but I just want to work enough to have a nice comfortable life. And when I'm free, I want to pack my bags and get away with someone I love to explore the world. 
What a simple dream right. But I've learnt the hard way that often the simplest things are the hardest to ( Read more... )

I could do with some cheering up now.
I'm upset, hurt, disappointed, angry and exhausted. I was so upset I couldn't stop crying in the afternoon.
We all know what this means when such things happen. I should stop deluding myself. 

Now we all know why I'm always so frank and honest, why I always believe in the truth, why I still stupidly believe in the concept of true love, why I'm always irritated when people are late, why I'm good in Financial accounting, why I love the theatre and books, why little things always mean so much to me.

But seriously, just reading this ( Read more... )