I went from upset, hysterical, to crazy, and now I am being the psycho ex girlfriend.

I need to be put in a straight jacket.

I never want to go back to school again.

And I have know idea why I keep looking at the moose message, it makes me physically ill. But I am just going to stare at it, all fucking day.

Things are pretty much going to suck from now on. Till. FOREVER.

You know that feeling you get when someone close to you dies? When you feel utterly hopeless and devastated and all you can do is cry and cry and cry until you can't cry anymore and everything you think or do hurts, and you become so emotionally drained that after you can't cry anymore, you just pass out, your hair and face wet with tears, in your ( Read more... )

Also love how absolutely everything in the world reminds me of you.

I really could use to go home this weekend.

I loooove overdosing on NyQuil every night before bed because all I do is lie there and think about youuu, and what a terrible person I am. Love it.

Pete noticed how my history notebook still says "I LOVE RIJAD" all over it.

I hate the 16th.

My instant cream of wheat needs maple syrup.

It is way too hot in this dorm room.

Math class at 11:00 :-/

I had sociology this morning at 9...and I'm still not sure what sociology is.

And Latin is at 12...I hope I get out of math early because I'm not sure I can walk from the math & science building to Arjona in ten minutes.

I like college a lot.

And sitting in Rijad and Kyle's room while they play pong at 2:45 AM.

When I get nervous about moving into school I must remind myself how most people here suck, and it will be good to get away ( Read more... )