I have just managed to spend an hour reading past entries from over two years ago. They did take my mind off my current problems, but they brought back some old feelings - good and bad - and now I feel a little worse. Or maybe I just feel the same, but a different feeling altogether ( Read more... )

I have this strange feeling in the pit of my stomach. I feel incredibly strange. I am not entirely sure why, but I think I know what few things are specifically causing this feeling.
None of them can be fixed. At all.

Hmmm. Maybe I'm being a bit too vague with the last post. I am just incredibly sad. It has nothing to do with Lee - before anyone jumps to any conclusions. Well, not directly anyway. In any case, he's not the one making me sad ( Read more... )

Oh God - I wish I could just rewind time and rethink. I had time to think, but I just didn't give myself the chance.

There are these days when all I can do to feel better is cry. Right now I have never ever felt so alone. When you're young, and you fall over and graze your knee all you really want is for your mum to run up to you and hug you and kiss you to make you feel better ( Read more... )

So. Fucking. Happy. :D :D

I have two runways over the next two days and I feel like shit. My brain is killing me and I am completely clogged up - sinus wise.
Oh well, I guess working while being on the verge of death may prove how capable I am to work in the modelling world. And may also prove how motivated I am.

Hmmm. I need more tissues. :S

I was going to post earlier and say that I was so amazingly happy, but much has changed in twelve hours ( Read more... )

Mmmmm so excited. Going to the Underbelly cast & crew part on Saturday night. Mum and I bought this killer dress that will make Lee cream himself. n_n
But now I need a red pair of shoes and a matching bag, and a strapless bra. All of which I was supposed to go shopping for today, but I can't move because my back is fuuuuccked. D:

Bahahaha squeee! n_n


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