I cant do this anymore. I cant sit here and pretend like everything is fine and dandy. My mother fucking birthday is on tuesday and i am not having anything on it because i dont know who would come and who would wanna be there and who really gives a shit. I feel like crap. Everyone else had a great birthday, a party, a girlsnight, a fucking ( Read more... )

I dont know what i want anymore from this whole situation. I thought i knew, i thought once everything was talked about the world would become a better place. But i am just so tired of all the bullshit and the fights and the no ones business. I havent brought it up in a week with anyone, and zaCH and i have been very happy. I just dont understand ( Read more... )

STuck at work. (Fucking go home already.)

i am tired. i wanna go home and do homework. i have a shit load of work to do. NO FUN !

school all day tomorrow. then work on tuesday.

Birthday in a week. I am told i am not allowed to cancel my birthday! Watch me?

I am in tampa. Loads of fun let me tell u. I got some b-day presents even though i told my parents not to get me anything. I see they listen very well ( Read more... )

I am going to tampa for the night. My parents insist that we celebrate my birthday and this is the only weekend to do so. I am sick as a dog, but hey who doesnt wanna get in a car when they are sick?

I hope everything is going to be ok in the end i know it will.
I just feel shitty, in more than one way.

I am at work. I am bored. I didnt come into work until 2:30, well i came in at 12 but my phone is fucking gay and sue called me last night and hmm i didnt get the message to not come in until 2:30 ( Read more... )

I got a new tattoo. i like it.
that makes 3. only 4 more to catch up to heather. ha

My birthday is in 2 weeks. I have decided i am not celebrating it. No presents no cake. Dont want to.

I am going home this friday for one night. I work to much.

So much school work to do. who wants to help me ???

So, who had the balls to send me a post then delete it so no one else could see? How childish, u dont even know the half of it. I wish people would get outa my fucking business, if i wanted u to know half of anything, then i would most likely let to world know. I just wish YOU had the balls to say it to my fucking face. Oh and before u defend ( Read more... )

I DIDNT FUCKING DO ANYTHING WRONG BESIDES DOING SOMETHING WRONG TO MYSELF.
I WISH THIS WAS BEHIND ME. I MISS TALKING TO U.
I AM SORRY

nothing works out ever