6 months

[clumsieyes]

Being able to be loved by someone besides a family member has got to be a feeling that everyone can experience. It's the greatest feeling known to man. Love is unable to be seen but can change a person's entire life. After being let down by so many people these past years, I've learned to keep a certain guard up when it comes to trusting people. I

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[fingie]

I drive yo lazy ass to school

thats gotta be worth something ;D

Hmm..

[cemetarygoddess]

"I barely have any friends now."

I was reading your journal, and I just found this kind of odd. I mean in a way I see where your coming from, but in the same token I can totally disagree. I know you know what I went through with Robby..and I felt the EXACT way in our first 6-12 months..but let me tell you something from experience..some things dont last forever..and you may say it will and you may think with all you got that it will..but sometimes it doesnt, and Bria THEN what are you going to do? It's awful when somebody, the only body you have, leaves you and you have buildt yourself to have no one left..then what? It leads to awful awful feelings...unexplainable feelings that no body should have to feel. But the truth is you will feel this if that should happen. Im not saying it will and I heard this before too and didnt believe it, but its true..and it..sucks. Think about it.

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[clumsieyes]

Oh I totally totally agree Chels. But you know, all the friends I used to have aren't worth having. They treated me like complete shit. You know how that is.. how Justin and all those guys treated you before you started dating Buddy and weren't dating Robby. Even while you were dating Robby. They're complete assholes and don't deserve my time of day. I may not have many friends now, but I know that if Nick and I ever do break up.. which hopefully won't happen anytime soon.. I know those few people will stick around. If not, then it's alright. I've become used to not having friends for long periods of time. It's a trust thing. You have to build people's trust only to let them break it. I understand completely what you are saying. I'm ready for the hurt if it does decide to come.. but for now I'm going to suck up these amazing feelings that I'm having. Love is wonderful. You know this babe. Thanks for caring.

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[cemetarygoddess]

Your right Bria, I do know how those amazing "love" feelings are, and I dont think i've ever been as loved as I am right now, by Buddy, which is amazing. I know what awful friends are too, and they suck, and your right in saying you'd rather have no friends that friends that treat you like shit. I was just replying because I wouldnt want anyone to have to experience the hurt I did with Robby, even though I know people will. I'd just hate to see it happen to you. Good luck Bria :) I hope everything goes well for you and Nik.

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[realrobringham]

i'll stick by you bria

even if we only talk every once in a while

i still <3 you