....I feel with you. I know her now and I agree. I'm behind you 100%. We've got to save her. I wrote in a letter almost to Micki, "If she has to know it was me who told, so be it. It's better to have a hurt friend then a dead one."
Thanks. Yeah you see how she acts and shit. It's breaking the whole friendship apart between me and her. She is so bitter, and it's all because of this whole relationship with Jason.
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anonymous
November 7 2003, 14:59:08 UTC
do you see me as a bad person now? i dont try to make her like that it just happened that way and i try to get her to change.i realize that i am to old for her but thats partially ur doing too. u knew the truth about her and yet u nvr told me and that allowed us to grow attached. u r as much to blame as i am. i am not a bad person and i try to make her change. u also do things that arent healthy such as cutting urself yeah u told me about that. we can discuss it nxt time i'm on yahoo but plz remain calm with me because i dont like dealing with angry people.
Re: jasons responseclumsy_November 7 2003, 15:02:52 UTC
Yeah because I didn't think it would turn into this big of a fucking deal. I'm not angry at you. I'm more angry at Alaina. I realize you are trying to change her, and I appreciate it. But a side you have to see is you don't have to deal with her, we do. She is too attatched to you, she is obsessed.
This is my opinion, but I think you should stop answering the phone when she calls. This is getting way to out of hand.
Thanks for pinning the blame on me. Yeah, I'm the one who discusses MARRIAGE with her! Yeah, I'm so much to blame. I'm the one who has her head over heels over you. I'm the one who caused all this. Yeah, thats me.
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anonymous
November 10 2003, 12:33:02 UTC
uh, HELLO! I tried to write this yesterday but my cpu said no. Don't let this be pinned on you. So you didn't tell him she wasn't 18, when he found out he she wasn't he should've taken some responsability as an adult. He's not in high-school. He should be just a little more smart with his decision. He's taken a friendship from me that I know could be wonderful. Some one I only get to see glimpses of. If you look in her eyes she's always lost in thought. It's dangerous. It could ruin her life. She could give up all hope for one goal... and what if that one goal... he... fails? What then? What can she do, she's stuck with nothing. High school is imperitive in that it can make or break your career. Love is fine an' dandy, but where's it at? I see childish fasinations that can go no where unless they know each other personally, and that can happen over the phone and the internet. I'm sorry. The solution isn't marriage, either. Make her change my butt. YOU ARE NOT... just let yourself think that.
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This is my opinion, but I think you should stop answering the phone when she calls. This is getting way to out of hand.
Thanks for pinning the blame on me. Yeah, I'm the one who discusses MARRIAGE with her! Yeah, I'm so much to blame. I'm the one who has her head over heels over you. I'm the one who caused all this. Yeah, thats me.
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Don't let this be pinned on you. So you didn't tell him she wasn't 18, when he found out he she wasn't he should've taken some responsability as an adult. He's not in high-school. He should be just a little more smart with his decision. He's taken a friendship from me that I know could be wonderful. Some one I only get to see glimpses of. If you look in her eyes she's always lost in thought. It's dangerous. It could ruin her life. She could give up all hope for one goal... and what if that one goal... he... fails? What then? What can she do, she's stuck with nothing. High school is imperitive in that it can make or break your career. Love is fine an' dandy, but where's it at? I see childish fasinations that can go no where unless they know each other personally, and that can happen over the phone and the internet. I'm sorry. The solution isn't marriage, either. Make her change my butt. YOU ARE NOT... just let yourself think that.
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