[ooc: my punishment, wooo!]
Life is cruel. Just when you think things have gotten better and you're back on your feet, life throws a curve ball and as the obnoxious kid in my class would say, "will fuck you up". Pardon my language, but he does hit the nail on the head.
It started as a normal day. My sister had finally left after Christmas, and I was back at school. It was supposed to be a normal school day. You know, go to school, sit through boring classes and training, give polite smiles here and there, then go to work. That's it. Guess I should've known when I was walking through the front doors of ShinRa Miliraty School and i heard someone say excitedly, "Oh! The job fais i here today!" I was curious, a job fair? And then I started thinking.
What do I want to do with my life? Possibly own a bar like the one I secretly work at right now? Obviously nothing that has to do with ShinRa or it's stupid Turks. I would never step near that place or it's people.
Classes were cancelled and we were all required to go to the gym for the job fair. I had goosebumps, excited to talk to the people who would be there, find out what I'm good at and possibly do with my life. But all of that went out the window when I walked into the gym, and was greeted by a huge sign that said "WELCOME TO THE SHINRA JOB EXPO."
As soon as I saw the word 'ShinRa' I knew I paled immediately. I heard a few snickers around me as people watched me, because I know it's not much of a secret about how much I hate ShinRa and my sister. So to many they were probably enjoying this immensely. I tried turning around and getting the hell out of there, but only ended up being ushered back in by one of the teachers, telling me 'this is a great place to learn and be enlightened about my future." Fuck no. I don't want my future to have anything to deal with ShinRa.
So, the whole time I sat in a chair, watching all my fellow students run around excitedly and talk to the people in nice clean and finely pressed suits. I knew I had a pout on my face, but I didn't care. I didn't want to be there, and I was making sure that people were plainly aware of it. And you know what didn't help? When a couple of these people and their snarky attitudes came up and pointed out that I looked familiar. I just about got up and kicked them in the face, but shook my head, and pretended like I had no idea what they were talking about.
That's how the day went. And soon I was walking to work, and when I walked through the back door of the bar, one of my coworkers gave me a confused look. I just ignored them and got ready, making sure to take my anger out on the mischievous drunk people, that would make things better.