Ryan has this amazing quality. Whenever I'm upset, whenever i'm angry, whenever i'm crying and in a terrible mood..When he hugs me and pulls me into him, it erases everything. Even when we're angry, even when we're fighting, even when i'm fed up and i've had enough..I can't stay mad at him for long. I know he will still be there. I know he isn't ( Read more... )

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The election is literally making me nauseous. I didn't sleep at all last night, and this morning i tried to nap after yoga, but i just can't, I'm too anxious. It's giving me a headache. Ugh I just need this all to be over already.

This silly orange Punkin mouse...She makes me sooo mad sometimes! Sure she looks cute, but i can't take the nipping! Yesterday i was holding her, and she was being perfectly sweet and curled up in my hand and i started to be all "awww how could i ever be mad at you" and then she bit me--Hard! This damn mouse is ALWAYS biting me, and i dont get ( Read more... )

I think it was pretty good timing to lose my job a week ago. Since then, I've found new ways to occupy my time. Well, for one, my mice have been getting way more attention lately. Haze has really needed it since I had to bring her into the vet the other day because my baby has mites. So the $117 was actually worth it, because it's better to get ( Read more... )

Psycho called me last night. (aka Alli). I got a message that was in this super upbeat voice. She was just like, "I found some clothes you gave me when I opened the store and I wanted to know if you want me to sell them, or if you wanna swing by our house & pick them up. Hope you're doing well." I was like...uh...what? Yeah, i gave her ( Read more... )

ok i think the gloomy days are over. Last night I sat down and got all of the homework done that i've been putting off for a week--Everything that a week ago I looked at and went "oh god there's no way i can ever get this done." I realize now that yes, i was depressed, but that all of those problems--Everything was related to that job. Since ( Read more... )

Yesterday was such an eerie day. It really seemed like the entire day was a dream. This may sound weird, but the people that I've mentioned this to so far have said that the same thing happens a lot to them--as in, you'll look at the clock every day at the same time. I mean, everyday for as long as I can remember, I've looked at the clock at 4: ( Read more... )

well guess who just told me she's been looking for a new babysitter. You'd better believe I'm fuming. Especially because im at their house right now. They left before I could get here tonight, so they had the aunt stay until I could get here, but when Alli called to check in, I told her I really needed to talk with her. She was just like "You're ( Read more... )

Last night i was ready to commit myself to a mental institution. I had the ultimate of breakdowns. This past month I've been so incredibly stressed out, and all the little things just started piling up on top of each other, and eventually i was ready to explode. I worked yesterday from 10-5 with Ben & Olivia, and it was a little stressful because ( Read more... )