how does a deceptacon look like?

i can't wait for this week to be over.
i'm about to take a power-nap that i doubt i'll wake up from.

thursdays are so fucking close to fridays.

are you reading this?

there is a lesson. the lesson that is never learned, but if the lesson actually is learned then maybe it wasn't the lesson we thought it was. a few months and a couple of miles down the road, i'm half here and half with some sort of paradise. something of the sort that i can't give a name.


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i know exactly where i want to go

i know what i want to do

i just don't know who i want to do it with.

"happiness is like a butterfly; the more you chase it, the more it will elude you, but if you turn your

attention to other things, it will come and sit softly on your shoulder..."

~henry david thoreau

drinking cosmopolitans make me feel like carrie bradshaw.

people are rather dumb nowadays & some people are rather intriguing. i guess that's what makes things interesting.
if my life had a tv show every episode would have a "to be continued" so tune in next week kitties :}

i want:

___ ___ ___ ___


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papers & revisions & deadlines.
the semester is almost over and i'm excited for project because i think i might try out for the musical. i can't wait for new classes especially since i can choose ones that actually meet my interest. HOWEVER it sucks that noelle is leaving ay :( but we plan to eat out and celebrate!
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my bloody valentine

my overview for the new year is disgustingly correct:

You are attracted to visions of a more inspiring life that strongly contrasts with the seemingly endless demands put on you every day. The gap between the two may be disconcerting, but the message is one of hope rather than despair. Optimistic Jupiter floats through idealistic Aquarius in your ( Read more... )

he's right.
i don't owe him anything, but at the same time i 2nd guess myself and i disagree. i have enough heart to keep people in my life and not knock them down like bottles that get thrown at in carnival games. i'm proud of myself because after all these months i'm still fucking alive & not  necessarily always well, but at least i can say the ( Read more... )

do you remember? because i sure as hell forgot.

my mom slipped this to me in an envelope:

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