I've got a big fat fucking bone to pick with you, my darling

[clydexdonovan]

Man, fuck this. Fuck today.

Got to watch Chowder, though, so life's not all bad.

{PRIVATE}

I feel really... I don't know, intense right now and I don't know what to do. I've never been this... angry? stupid? sick? before. It's none of my fucking buisness who Craig fucks me off for or who Bebe shows her tits to. It's none of my fucking buisness and I really shouldn't care.

But I do.

So I guess I gotta deal with it.

I kind of wish that one fucking person at least stop calling me gay and just spend some time with me for no reason. I'm so frustrated and I don't want to be! I feel out of control and I'm sick of not being able to figure out what I want.

I just want things to go back to normal.

{/PRIVATE}