Ahhh time to play while the ladies away. Not really. Spending some good quality time with Brunner and Carlos for the first time in a while few sleep overs, took Carlos' brother to the airport on 40 minutes of sleep all night then Bob Evans on the way home. O yes nothin better than stayin up all night drivin to BWI and back then gettin breakfast. ( Read more... )

Well did the presents thing with Laura Thursday night before she left. Got some new sandals, shirts, boxers, candy, and my favorite a photo album of the state championship with pictures of me and Tony and such very sentimental which means alot to me. Thought i always better than wallet in my eyes. But Friday mornin she left for Colorado which was ( Read more... )

Ok so i was happy when i heard we were gettin out of school early cause everyone in my first period english class was like woohoo no AP test liek like Kach said. And when we walk in im handed a test. Wow talk about little time to take a test in 20 mins. And then i go to the gym have a quick chest workout to beat the storm end up talkin to Charlie ( Read more... )

I just wanna give up....everyone says everythings fine but its all a load of bullshit. The boundaries are bullshit the ideals are bullshit. I wanna have the freedom im entitled to without any hypocritical ideals. Im out.

Ok tons of school work loadin me up all weekend while doing football all night and school at the same time. Worrying how am i going to pay for gas during the winter with no $$ and no job. Worrying about how im going to pay for homecoming since me and laura are going. i odnt want to stress her but its just alot of $$ that i dont have. Lara proposed ( Read more... )

I miss my friends. All i do every day is wake up go to school go to work go to football and go home do homework then sleep and do it all over again. The one thing i look foward to my boys sleepiin over friday nights carlos doesnt wanna come cause he just didnt feel like it. Ok it was still fun cause B spent the entire night on the phone with his gf ( Read more... )

So i went to Carlos' last night expectin sum good quality guy time. But of course somethin went wrong just as I went to call Lindsay for the 50th time this week she called me. Essentialy told me she cant have a relationship with me cause she wouldnt be able to trust me in a relationhsip (personal reasons dont ask why). That im a great guy n she ( Read more... )

So tired. Just got in from my last 2 a day ever!! well atleast my last high school one not sure if i want to play in college. Frostburg sent me a letter sayin they like me as a player and want to start the recruiting process on me. Damn coach Zeiders when you go to Frostburg or camps enough coaches see players they like call your coaches and get ( Read more... )

OK so its friday finally the weekend. you think id be excited but heres what lies ahead for me. Today pep assembly, practice, chill with Laura. Sat mornin we have a 2 a day but one of em is gonna be special teams out by 2 prolly. Then work at 5 at Jimmie Cone cause i havent worked in over a month. Then sleepin at Carlos' cause its been too lng ( Read more... )

So Schools back in finally and i still hate it after the first day. Good part for me is i get out at like 11:00 everyday. Even thou half the time im prolly gonna go to my internship all the way down in G-Town!! Lots of gas for a man who offically has $20.38 in his bank account cause i havent worked in over a month. Yea i know but i work 2 days this ( Read more... )