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something for my Meaghan..........
Hot Chicks: We are not guys, we are extremly hot chicks with large breasts
Jesse Montgomery III: Dude, where's my car?
Chester: Where's your car dude?
Jesse Montgomery III: DUDE, where's my car?
Chester: Where's your car dude?
Chester: Dude you just touched Christy Boner's hoo-hoo
Jesse Montgomery III: SWEEEET!
So this day was a day filled with ups and downs.......
uPs- got my braces off! My teeth feel soooo weird and slick....i definatly have to get used to it! But everyone likes them off, although i really cant decide if i like it or not, because i've been so used to them being on. Plus, i missed blocks 1 and 2. Spent all of 3rd block playing the 'Chinese word' game....which was hilarious cuze it took people forever to figure it out!
dOwNs- this one's sorta obvious........the seniors LEFT! yesterday i had to say goodbye to Dominate Man, and today i had to say goodbye to Chris, Sam, Tom, Nina, and Marianne....plus more. Me and Britt and Jessie all were in the main lobby next to (sniff) the pillar, and had to say goodbye to the trio......we must have hugged them a million times.....i felt like crying, but i dont easily cry....i dunno....it was just so hard! i think i'll miss Chris the most though, with his humor and attitude....he gave me a kiss on my cheek goodbye and gave me this HUGE hug in the parking lot....and i noticed that there were a lot more people (mainly seniors) hanging around saying goodbye.....ususally they're cleared outta there. But yeah....it was hard, and i sat in my car feeling so wiped out and sad....this SUX! next year i'll have to say goodbye to even more of my friends, and then it's our turn........
rEmInIsInG- isnt it crazy to think that this time next year, we'll be saying goodbye to our senior (now junior) friends, and getting ready to step into the role of 'senior'? We only have 2 years left of high school.........and i guess it's not the actual senior year/graduation part that scares me....it's the part after that, when we're on our own and starting our lives....some with college, some not....but no matter what you're doing, it's the time when you are truly testing yourself and getting on the road for your life....up until now we've been sheltered with parents and school....and after we walk across that stage we'll be on our own, and people will expect us to act like adults and be so mature.....and right now i'm not sure i'm ready for all that responsibility..... i mean, sure, i cant wait to get out of high school, but after you leave NOTHING will ever be the same..........we won't have that set schedule of seeing all our friends every morning and afternoon, homework, maybe job, meeting up during the weekends....we won't have any of that....we'll be at college, getting settled in with new people, new schedule, new plans, new environments....we'll be thrown out of our comfort zone and into a harsh blindingly new zone that we have to adapt to as quickly as possible.....it's so scary sometimes! Don't you ever lay in bed at night and just think on this? think about what is going to happen to you in 5 years....in 5 minutes! We, as teenagers, don't really think ahead much, we live for the present, and the present only. And high school seems like forever...but in reality, it isnt. just think back to being a freshman, then where you are now....that was 2 years....and we have 2 years to go......this is the best time of our life, we need to soak up all that we can, live for today, but also think about the future and do some planning....we only have 2 more years of childhood (yes, we are not adults...not even close).......2 years to act foolish, but 2 years to get things straight and find out about yourself....test out waters, but dont delve too deep, and try and discover who exactly we are...because that is half the battle.....We have to be our age, and have fun, but all the while we have to be serious because what you do now affects you forever. (yeah our parents are right on this case).....I guess we just have to practice being little mini-me adults, just so we get the feel of it. The future is so scary sometimes, and i guess the only way we can make it any less scary, it to be prepared......
.......I leave you with all this, to ponder over how you wish....i just want to get all this out, because it's been what i've been thinking about for a while now....and i wanted to just think it out with writing it......you know how sometimes you just need to do that.......
for now, goodnight, goodmorning, and hello.
*~*~Caitlin~*~*