The amazing Christopher has done it yet again. Here he is, over 1200 miles away from me, and he's sending me roses. Well, sorta. Austin and Josie were sick today, but they came to my house and were like, "we're following Chris' directions" while handing me a single white rose. I swear, he kills me, he absolutely kills me. I can't wait for our ( Read more... )

"Hey sweetie, I didn't expect you to answer this but I just want you to know that I'm thinking about you. It's not that bad here, uh, I won't be able to write as much as I thought, just on Sundays. My mom has my address, so you can call her for it. I've got to get off here. Bye, I love you."

49 minutes ago, we said our last verbal "I love you"'s. 49 minutes ago, I kissed him our last kiss. 49 minutes ago my heart broke. 42 days until we're together again. I can do it.

So yeah...Chris tells me tonight that he ships out Tuesday, so he has to be in Louisville Monday. He wants me to take him down there. I just don't know about that one. It'll be so hard to leave him, to say see you in 6 weeks, then drive home. I don't know if I'll physically be able to do that. I need him now more than ever it feels like, and I ( Read more... )

I had to take Chris to the recruiter station today. Wow, that certainly was difficult. I cried beforehand. Everything is so real now, it's really starting to sink in that this time next week, I'll be telling him I love him and that I'll see him in 42 days. He's sleeping now, and just looks so peaceful. He's a beautiful person, and there's ( Read more... )

It's truly amazing, the power of a good, high quality cuddle. Even after the worst of days, and a shared cry, and even thoughts of what's to come, being with him makes me the happiest I've ever been.

When have you ever realized who is a friend and who isn't? Why is being truthful a bad thing? Why does love have to hurt so much? Why is the middle of October so close? Why can't I be stronger sometimes? Why do people suck? Why can't we all be predetermined to be with who we're happiest with? Why does he have to go?

Hehehe...Oh how she makes me chuckle. I told two people that Jessica got divorced at the age of 19 because she cheated on her husband. What's so wrong with the truth? Anyway...I got this ( Read more... )