I dont think i'll ever know what was really said between Ted and Ross, but whatever it was, it was NOT good. in the 3 years i've known him, i've heard Ross raise his voice ONCE. it was raised again tonite. There was an exchange of fire in the kitchen that went on for about half an hour. Much was discussed about freeloading and about Jeremy. i've ( Read more... )

Wow, this about sums it up ( Read more... )

well, goodbye burlington. i'm moving to london soon, thank god. i'm not gonna miss a goddamn thing about this city except Blossom City. hopefully gonna be in stratford wednesday nite. mel, luke and i are gonna get plastered next sunday. i cant wait to leave. that's all for now

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And I've been kicked to the side of the road like last week's garbage. oh well, i'll get over it. not

alrite. i've got one shot at the prize. however, i have to get all my shit sorted out before i can go for it all. if i dont, it'll bother me, then i'll take my eyes off the goal. if i do that, i'm done. there's only one shot at this. no second chances. but i seriously doubt i can get my shit sorted. that'd mean giving up everything i care about. no ( Read more... )

And so i sit here, drinking myself into a hole. Again. But this time, i dont think i'm gonna come out of it. i'm not even sure i want to. there's nothing out there that's worth all this, all the worrying and all the pain. i dont even know why i try to convince people there is when i dont honestly believe it myself. there's no reason to live for the ( Read more... )

This describes the current situation as well ( Read more... )

here's the lyrics for Fade to Black, describes me perfectly ( Read more... )