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I am soooo glad its friday cause I couldnt take no mo
I wish I wasn't so weak about this because if I had some balls I would have cut that cancer out of my life long ago. Being all hopeful and reluctant to start over I have dragged these feelings out over three fvckin years. That is CRAZy. No more though today I closed the book in every way. I filtered my email and changed my cell number. It's a ( Read more... ) -
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First I have to start by saying the upper management idiots at my job are the most callus egocentric lobotomized morons on the planet and they all need to get a friggin clue. That said I am having a rather blah sort of day. I literally feel numb today and I can't quite put my finger on why. Maybe its the cold weather, or the overwhelming amount ( Read more... ) -
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Well here I am all moved in and surrounded by boxes. Finally I have high speed at home. I haven't yet decided how I feel about that but I do know one thing. I still feel very much overwhelmed as it relates to unpacking all this crap. I've said it before and I'll say it again, one never knows how much crap he's accumulated until he tries to up ( Read more... ) -
Fo Real Update - Part 1
(this was started forever ago so bare with)
So I haven’t really updated in a while so I am going to try to shed some light on what has been going on lately and get us up to speed.
So today is the 16th of January 007. Where did the time go? It’s crazy because every year I usually spend January and at least part of February dating everything ( Read more... ) -
Remembering our friend, our muse...
I hope its not too painful or too soon but I wanted to do something in rememberance of the wonderful person we all came to know through her words and her huge heart. So today and once a month for the next yar I'll be honoring her by posting her poetic challenges so that we can honor her memory by restoring ourselves artistically. She would want us ( Read more... ) -
Death is everywhere lately...
and I have to admit it never gets easier to stomach. Two sunday's ago a friend of mine from church, our keyboard player died suddenly after suffering a severe asthma attack. He would have been 30 years old on the 25th of this month which also would have been his wedding day. His fiancee Asia has been sobing uncontrolably for about two weeks ( Read more... ) -
After a Looooooong sabatical the prodigal child returns
Yesterday I made an entry for the first time in about a month and it made me realize once again how valuable writting is to me. Someone asked me about my job and why I was unhappy there recently and then asked well "What is you like to do?" and I was shocked to find myself answering the way I did. I said I wanted to write and that I really didn't ( Read more... ) -
Parenthood
Yesterday was Cameron's first day of school. It was also the first time I was able to recognize and accept the fact that I am slowly but surely becoming my mothers much more over protective twin. I am super mom. I am the mother who races from here job to make sure here child is adjusting and I am the mother that all the faculty will undoubtably ( Read more... ) -
Today...
....something has to give. I woke this morning and as usual the sun had yet to rise. The moon was set in the horizon and the stars had barely fizzled out of the nigh sky, my alarm clock blaring I drag myself out of bed and head to the bathroom to brush my teeth. I must have stood there at least five minutes just gazing at my reflection with my ( Read more... ) -
Meme fest 2006- part deux
1. Name ( Read more... )