I can't wait to leave this drama feild world your all shit talkers and no one can trust anyone. you need to learn everyone is not friends in this sick sad world because even your best friend talks shit about you! think about it!

Friday night was a good time hung out with jenny and sam it was good because sam's hot friend chris from work knows some good parties but there are some weird people there sometimes like this guy came up to me after then left me to go to the pisser and offered me a drink and wouldnt take no for an answer then came over and asked jenny if she wanted ( Read more... )

Well I honestly thought I would be staying home for college and attending Occ and getting a job. That all changed that day i got a letter in the mail from brooks institute of photography. I became interested in that school right away after i read the end of the name of the school "photography". Its all i wanted was become a photographer and travel ( Read more... )

you think u seriously know me you think im all happy and have no fear of leaving i've ever known. well hell no you dont know that i sit here and cry you dont know that i wish i wasnt leaving you dont know that im not going to last yea thats the big secret im not going to make it

I honestly don't know what the hell is wrong with me I get fucked up to hide my feelings keep everything bottled up and its fucked up. You think im this person but really im fucked

well woke up friday afternoon packed my shit and my mom, cousin jenny, and I were on our way up north. It was going to be like old times, me my mom aunt debbie tine and jenny but now it was plus the kids anth and nick. It was a good time saturday morning we woke up like we use to and went down to the club house bright and early around 11 (yea i ( Read more... )

well u would think you know your limits but u dont tonight was a scary experience and i dont plan on drinking for a long time but doing what we do best i dont care that will fuck me up enough to where i dont want to fuckin drink. people need to learn their limits. im really happy jami is ok. just dont understand why she went alone and i can't ( Read more... )

well what did i do today so far... went to powerhouse instructed jenny and ashley how to use some of the equipment then came home. Showered and went to the eye doctor. it was a good time because my eye vision hasnt changed for once in a long time. I got home and my cousin jenny called asking if I wanted to go up north this weekend with her and her ( Read more... )

well well well, this summer has flown by so quickly.Seems like just yesturday we got out of high school on my birthday and have been having a great time since but it's so insane that it is already the end of the summer. My future starts in 17 days. Once I get on that plane and it lands in santa barbara im a whole new person.It's called an ADULT i ( Read more... )