Well, im sitting here wishing u were still her here. Alive!, Wish u were able to see me graduate from high school and dance. But I know you are above looking down on me, making sure I am safe and not harmed. I wish u would be here though doing that. Making sure im ok and happy. I wish u never had to leave. I dont know why u had to leave it was at ( Read more... )

Well saturday was my grad party ( Read more... )

1. Who are you ( Read more... )

Well I've been having some weird ass dreams lately. Last week had a dream about my dad, sister, brother got shot and i was the only alive. The other night I had a dream about being down in the ghetto with jack, jenny, and jami and we were at a store buying "something" and my friend fahad was working at this store... and some guy was messing with me ( Read more... )

Well tonight started off real slow ( Read more... )

well just been doing what we do best a lot at night around 11 ish when its my time to come out at night haha. But I think I need to slow down some haha because last night I fucking got out of my car afte i pulled it into the driveway and left my car running for a few mins like a dumbass haha i wanted to smack myself ( Read more... )

well i guess i won't be happy for a while these days. i leave soon and i guess im really hate it kinda because im going to miss u so much and it sucks because of the way we are right now the level we are on is shit and i hate it. why do u have to be this way why?

I'm upset and I don't know why? Just feel like im dieing inside. Theres nothing going on and it hurts in side no reason at all just want to cry. I hate when i feel like this it's so over whelming just want it to go away and die and never come back another day. Please i dont know what's going on make it stop. Just make it stop, I wish there was ( Read more... )

I went out tonight with Amber she is a cool girl haven't hung out with her in a long time we went to some kids house on the water it was sweet it was his guest house to bad they are selling it. I drank one beer it was sick and a lil weird because i didn't know anyone there. I came home about 1 because nothing was going on ( Read more... )

You broke my heart told me lies but it won't happen more because you got caught in your lies because you don't play the game right u need to learn from a pro and take better lessons.