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[cminusme]

"I'm not hungry."
you say what such a degree of conviction
that it makes me question my own appetite
for this insatiable tangent my mind has strayed down for the last two decades.
and YES...
i will rock this benevolence until animosity consumes my ethics-
tminus
one...
none...
truth?

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[verbal_trollop]

Hey dude, it was actually good to read that from you. At this very second, I feel like there's a shortage of people who really care about me and want the best for me so it was really nice to be reminded that there are still some of you out there. Despite how sad that sounded, I've been doing pretty well. I think I'm finally starting to realize that I need to make myself happy and can't continue to rely on others to do it for me - it's never going to happen. I've been letting a lot of things with Jonathan and I get to me but my friend Afaf has been completely awesome and is helping me realize that I'm my own person and I need to just get out in the world and do my own things. I don't know. This is all so vague but I'm not one to air my dirty laundry in livejournal world, god knows how bad it pisses me off when other people do it for me. I'll call you maybe tomorrow, afternoonish time if you're around. If not, no big deal. Thanks for commenting tonight, it was genuinly good to read.