i hung out with blowjob riot today. we watched felicity. how qu33r.

it feels nice because.. it's nice.

i've been smiling.

and it feels so fucking good to let go.

[seperate thoughts on seperate things. but really, one and the same in the end]

really...

i just want to be happy.

but i'm coming to realize...

you just want me to be miserable.

well i am.

SATISFIED?

dearest LJ,

i totally peed in his shampoo today. FUCK YES. revenge is a bitch.

SUCKAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

la la la love,
amber

dear livejournal,

if nicotine inhalers are supposed to help you quit smoking... why do they hurt so bad? it makes the back of my throat hurt and i feel like throwing up. if you could please make it stop i'll love you forever. 'cause i really want to quit smoking. gee, thx for the help LJ. k, bye.

la la la love,
amber

dear noah,

i'm really, really, really sorry i missed your show. i accidentally slept through halloween. forgive me? we can watch ren & stimpy and everything will be o-kay.

love, amber

it's the little things that make me feel better. having a meeting this morning. getting to order a new draw organizer for my desk at work, watching drawn together with scott last night. cartoons and scott and office supplies and my job seem to make everything okay for the time being. my foot is getting worse. if you love me, you'll amputate it for ( Read more... )

let's hear it for heartache. let's hear it for pain. let's hear it for poison tears that wash your dreams down the drain. let's hear it for sleepless nights. let's do it again. let's hear it for love. let's hear it for. let's hear it for love. let's hear it for. let's hear it for love. pick your heart up off the floor. this is what you've been ( Read more... )

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