he's been kissing my forehead and tracing the outline of my face with his fingertips. it's nice.

there was a lot of traffic on the way home. i did not like it, at all.
victoria is going to start teaching me sign language this week.

--- vanhelsing on saturday <3

i am not going to seattle anymore. i don't really have much to say about it. i was furious for all of two minutes and then i realized it's not worth it. i lost one of the best friends i've ever had.
fuck stupid people
fuck it. i'm leaving work right now. i'm going to orange county and seth and i are going to get ridiculously drunk before the sun even ( Read more... )

less than five minutes after i updated last...i found all my things. so now i can return the charger and some of the makeup and get 40 dollars back. yes ( Read more... )

never clean your car. ever. no matter what anyone ever tells you, it's never a good idea. take me for instance.. for being such a clean person, my car is always messy. it's just the way it goes. i'm never home. things get thrown in the back. it's just always messy. whatever, vicki and i can deal with that. but the other day we got this ingenius ( Read more... )

soo. i officially have a place to live. i move in on may 15th when i get back from seattle. i have a house. and my roommate's name is izzy. does it get any c00ler ( Read more... )

it's kind of chilly in the office. there aren't many people here and the air conditioner hum seems to cover up everyones voices. i'm listening to MCD and saves the day and checking in apps. i'm in a better mood. i have an appointment to see a house in the morning and the girl said that if i liked the house and we got along.. that i could have the ( Read more... )

i'm about to leave for work. i'm thinking that there are a lot of things i'd rather be doing... ie: gnawing off my limbs, sleeping, being anywhere but work. i keep telling myself that things will get better when we switch offices this month and then i realize --they might just get worse ( Read more... )

i had a great time in orange county this weekend. went comic book shopping and then just sat around reading them. played super nintendo monopoly. hung out with my sister. got drunk.

<3

tonight was nice. victoria and i drove up the coast to carlsbad and back down. smoking and talking and listening to music. we drove all the way to el cajon at midnight to give jenn a jug of wine, a bag of peanuts, and a birthday card that had a wedding photo of jenn and matt skiba that we made.. us being the funny people that we are because jenn ( Read more... )

i climbed down the cliffs by myself today while victoria was at class. i sat in the sand and drew out my name. i wanted to go jogging, but an old naked man tried to get me to "threeway" play some frisbee and i had to leave. but i did stick my feet in the pacific and squished my toes into the sand and realized.. this is really where i'm meant to be ( Read more... )